the resound.

2007-07-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

I've shifted to http://www.xanga.com/dewdropmimosa

2007-05-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

i shall be crown as the pon teng queen.
i thought attendance is reset ever term. SHIT it's every sem.
great. i'm in deep deep shit now.

i cut down on shopping this month. and i add on to eating . eating like a pig these few weeks. sarah and i are poor now.
thanks to sharon's treat we watched 28 weeks later. we got to go into the first class cinema. they have blankets but they only wash it once a week. so. better not use.
i swear i will never wanna watch such disturbing shows again. all the time i was trying to stuff my thumb into my ears and covered my eyes with the remaining four. i wringgle lower and lower. we had stiff necks after the show.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. ((:

i was at vivocity and i went to the pet shop. PUPPIES ARE SUPER SUPER SUPER ADORABLE you just wanna squeeze them HA! bought some toys for koko and xiaobai. as xiao bai have this comfy bed so i thought i can get another bed for koko to be fair but er........ the bed cause $179. -eyes widen- i think koko will love to have back her old mattress. hmmm. ((:

2007-05-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

blogger having this weird layout or i dont know if it's my lappie's fault.
but this wireless thingy at home is making me mad.
i have a new dog. (not a very new news i think) but anyways it's a maltese a very horny one. NOT LIKE ME PLS CHARMAINE.

bi kinda like xiaobai alot. xiao bai, the dog. you should really see how KOKO, my old maid dog play with xiaobai. super hilarious.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY, I LOVE YOU MUM! ((: &
HAPPY 32 BIRTHDAY my STILL AS YOUNG & PESKY SISTER at London.
i miss both much. they are not here with me now. :(

about a few more days it's dad's bday. HA. what to get, what to get.
thought of getting him a Braun Buffel wallet. AGAIN (bi must be thinking) but i think a wallet it's quite important to a man. anyways dad has a good watch so i dont think he needs another. hmmm. i need a new wallet too. it's tearing. thanks.

it's the end of my e learning week. HOLY COW. i love not going to school. tomorrow ending at 6. SHUCKS! I HATE MONDAYS. and it's a long long monday.

ROARS.

2007-05-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

WARNING. THIS CAN BE REALLY DISGUSTING.
i was browsing through and i saw this horrendous thing.
FREAKS.1
FREAKS.2

omfg. i'm speechless.

2007-05-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

i have been quite a good girl for going to school
only that i got a lil stomach ache on monday morning.

it's good to hear that it's elearning week next week.
and that my class mates remember my bday though it's quite long ago ((:-happy

i missed the netball gathering. i didnt expect my mum will be back so yea. sorry guys. but i hope there will be next time soon.

gotta keep it short lappie batt is flat. lazy to get up and get the plug in.
2 to 4 tomorrow. -cheers-

dont over work yourself you are making me worried. ilu.
night peeps.

2007-04-28T15:41:00.000+08:00

ROARS

it's the end of 2nd week and counting down to holidays: 6 more weeks
-grins i know what you are thinking.

i only skipped school once this week. -hoorays-
ebusiness was fun. better than i thought.

this time round i'm really broke. sarah, sharon and i went to inez
a shop in paragon. i bought 2 tops for 1K. ((: with 90% discount of course.
but still i think i was a lil out of my mind but not as bad as a top that cost $500 that is really madness.

mum is back for weekends. and i staying home every minute i can to spend more time with her. and i found out that when she's back the fridge is always full.

yum. curry fish head today.
i have been drinking bo ri cha, korean tea by the way, it's super good.

i'm kinda starting to like my hair a little more. at least it can be both neat and sometimes messy including bad hair days dont seems to be that obvious now.

but for now just make it GROW GROW GROW~~~

i miss honeybun.

i was just wondering, does kappo have a lil dress up fetish.
he has mascara on btw.

miss lee still owe me something.. and you better give it to me before you meet me next week.

2007-04-20T12:14:00.001+08:00

resurrection;bring back from dead

first gotta thank people that made the celebration at MH on friday the 13
it was really a good surprise and i was totally unaware of pipionn's( honeybun's new name) plan.
(quote) [msg from jy: "welcome... close friends forever"]
haha thanks.

it's the first week of school and still in the holiday mood. timetable is atrocious. tuition is atrocious too. my hair is a disaster. and somebody is really annoying. it's killing my brain cells and making age.
~~but~~ anyways( eh but and anyways is the same.) 1st week is over and i promise not to skip classes again.
pipioon is very busy with his work out from morning back at late night.
weather is sorching hot everyday. sucks.

btw i have a story to tell. mary is a very nice friend but she love to sting people with her words. but recently, she is getting worse every moment she opens her acid mouth it burns your ears. how irritating right? but no less i believe she's still nice in some ways but she's full of bull shit and talk with no sense who blame people for having none. HA what a joke. and great i have to stick with her most of the time. what a blessing.

i really have to change. tsk cannot stand myself keep skipping classes.
AND STOP TALKING BOUT MY HAIR IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

19 year old haircut
i gave myself a present this year.
it was disastrous the first few day. know nuts about managing curly hair.
i have complaint from letter A to Z.
the old hays are gone.
and goodbye to holidays too.
-out.

2007-03-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

BUTTERFLY FAIRLADY,
$20.
any takers?

2007-03-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

First Attempt ((:
after a day i finally figure this out. though i get chipped nails and got a lil impatient but still it's all worth it ((:

2007-03-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

STEP ONE.

went dinner with lene in town and we had our same old noodles.
i've just start my first step in my D.I.Ys. spent quite alot on it but still i something nice to do. lene is lil lazy so she puts all the things back the self and decide someone will do it. someone else but not her.
oh time -table sucks.

gotta go to bi's house.. night ppl ((:

2007-03-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

NEW FOUND INTEREST
haha i'm starting to like pasting things together. ok what i meant is making accessories.
i'm not very good at it yet but i know i will be good, just kidding.
but beautifying my hairbands and hairclips kinda make me happy.
my student give me a butterfly and thru some struggling i made it into a clip ((: yeaheh..
that makes me think of miss selene ong i dont know why. so i'm also going to make one for her and i know you love me. -smiling proudly-
i will make everyone one especially mummy and maybe a girly hairband for my pretty boy HAHA =P

2007-03-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA

i went to Sentosa yesterday. ((: it was fun and we watched 300 it was sad and a lil gross, i felt. but lucky i regain my appetite after awhile. Alhough it was just computerized effects but the flying of broken legs , arms and chopped spinning heads kinda turned my stomach.
we bought lots of candies at the candy empire and my mood was quite lifted when i saw all the colourful wrappers.

auntie onn shopping for candies, so girlish.

Then we took the skytrain to SEN-TO-SA.........

We are at the music fountain. It's still the same old laser show when i was primary 6 but a lil more interesting but i got bored after awhile.

Then went to the beach for a stroll and i found a new place for chilling it's good if i can have a lil celebration there. smoothing music, sea breeze and comfy seats.

Shakey tram not my hands.

End of trip and i love the thoughts of spending a peaceful night with you ((:
LOVE YA.

2007-03-20T18:15:00.001+08:00

i had my week off. went out with my friends and bi. At ann's birthday i got to meet many those i haven't been seeing for eon including her family. but i am feeling a lil guilty cause all this planned program this week made me neglected my mum's return and i was hardly at home.
Our shopping day

O BAR

back to working days.. :(

2007-03-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

MY PEACEFUL WEEK
peaceful cause i dont have to deal with the kids for one week cause they are flying off for their holiday. -grateful-
well well, i was visiting some of my friends blogs and hopping around. I haven't been meeting quite a few number of people. Suddenly have the urge to have a gathering to meet those ppl that i seldom meet.
the no.1 person i will head down is ESTHER and yes. JEAN. anyways, annie's birthday is around the corner, i am going SHOPPING..... -whistle- i really wanna pack this whole week going out with friends but i dont know how to start. Ended up , stay home playing comp. my laziness.

i saw vicki's blog and this sentence said

<>
" erica did not come for fencing AGAIN"
wah. i think it's true i didn't enjoy it that much. if you think it looks fun. ask me... i could have join something else like chess club. HA i dont know how to play. but. the best thing of it is, it's indoor.
now that i'm so scare of the sun i put on sunblock on my face. Back to fencing, so cool right the attire? NO! it stinks. so style when fighting? NO! if you are lousy it's a form of deflating and inplanting bruises to your chest. ( mine is still alright dont worry). but out of the 3 kinds of weapon i like the sabre the best. HAHA like in zorro's catherine zeta jones, it is bendable so you dont have to poke just hit and sounds nicer. it's really the KIANG KIANG sound. but of course the most dangerous one but the lightest.

i'm going to buy lunch, see ya peeps ((:

2007-03-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

have you not wanna see anyone for a day? just anyone.
not even yourself in the mirror.
just wanna be the only person living in this space; your prerogative.

but people abruptly intrude into your personal space.

you keep thinking and trying to find things to get occupied but penning down this very thought down is much of a release.

what is your rights?
feelings and their reasons should be well kept and reserve to oneself.
why intruders are breaking into my boundaries trying to explore, or i should say expose the inner self of me.

i thought i dont own anyone an explaination to release my true self in my prerogative space.

so please respect, for the least.
so.. keep away.

2007-03-10T01:11:00.006+08:00

Filled with Excitement

i'm feeling quite excited to see my honeybun more often now than then cause.. it's finally his ORD.. we had waited for this day for so so long. not expecting it will interest you, if you are thinking it's no big deal. but it's something to be happy bout if it's YOUR bf. anyways, we are having steamboat tomorrow. yea... hee. next week we will also be going to msia again and thank god i thought i will miss ann's birthday but looks like it's just in time to get her something there.

was on my way home on the bus this morning, i always have crazy thoughts and some were really crazy like if i struck the last toto and what will i do with all the money but i dont buy toto so obviously i'm just building castles in the air.

but today, it's a lil different i was reminiscing the good O'days. Thinking of the old journey home taking 800 from the intchge. The old good byes said by our friends when we return from our outings and still seeing everyone the very next day, the putting up strong front during the old school days when i could choose to be even happier, those people that came and gone in our group, all and all. But after i have moved here, life is a little more peaceful and quiet down. Outings were no longer as chirpy and energetic. Good byes seems to be forever. There isn't any more sharing the same moments going home and sharing the same meaningless topic. Should i say it's good or bad.

i'm not ranting about how life is now. Please i'm really not but i was really amazed by how things change in life and this different feeling i feel. Or maybe actually it's just that we are a little older now , things are just to be. my sister words struck me. " treasure and cherish your secondary school stage of life cause that's the happiest moment." At that time, i dont think this make any sense. but when i'm out of it. i see things clearer and i feel things better. Then i understand. i dont know if anyone else now feel how i do. but just sharing how mystical it feels. Really.

But of course life is still good now.

i think i know what to buy for our first anniversary. ((: this is just to tickle mr ocd's heart. HAHA. BUT i'm not gonna tell you =P

i'm going to bed. good night.

2007-02-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

hmmm i think i haven't been updating this rusty blog for quite some time.. it's kinda getting boring here the layout and every thing.. wanna make a change but dont really have any idea how to change it so prolly just keeping this for a long while. pardon me. anyways, days are still good. having my holidays now and yes new year was fun thank goodness i didn't not get chicken pox just like what honeybun cursed. Ang bao money is lesser each year i dont know why. i thought the economy is getting better these days? hmm?? no?? and surprisingly $10s out numbered the numbers of twos. ha... very weird. we went to the euro fun fair on the 3rd day of chinese new year with ah xiong and yue ping, got all bruises back and we spent bout 100 there . i think it's not a very nice way to spend our money like tt. haha. suppose to meet maurice and selene for steamboat at lene's new place. but YES.. yyes...... got put aeroplane again. i wonder how many planes chai have .. tsk tsk. but hope to see lene soon. so yea. been meeting ann quite often and we went to msia days back to have some nice dinner at my mum's place and i think she was overjoyed by the food there so we will be heading in again for more food. i miss having steamboat, bi promised to have steamboat next week on his ORD day with others. not the ORD that is important or the others , but the STEAMBOAT and MEATBALLS are. -slurps- now i'm waiting for sarah to be ready to go out. i have to get her something. i missed her birthday. so HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!! i think my wardrobe is really exploding i even forgot what clothes i have till my granny dig out all the clothes i chuck at one side and EH! those were are BKK. never wear them anymore. shits..... I've 4 korean students. haha . bi suggest me to start a korean council. SIAO!~ not when i can at least speak 10 perfect korean sentence. but of course with the is not enough la. been working almost everyday from morning to evening like normal working hours for i dont know what too. but i guess a little bit more money wont harm and planning to go for another holiday during my birthday and our 1st anniversary. alright and now i would like to tell selene something. dont worry bout the shades as i have got myself another new one and i kinda like it too. i will still lend them to you and i hope to see you soon this holiday and wrack your room down and i also wish to get you something for your room too so please bring me to your house nehneh. ((: CHEN AN NEE, i'm happy for you, for you know what but i dont know if it's a good thing but yea. it's just LOVE. so dont care about anything and just love. sometimes surprises happen when you less expect it. ((: - from erica, the Great.
kong gang chu se yo chin-gu(s) (be healthy, friends) -peace- ((: with lots of love, erica.

i like mum's shirt

cousin's wedding

grandfather's birthday

i like new hair

ms km.

sharon

my student, suehyun. <"v">

CNY07 [bi met all my family members((:]

yueping & ah xiong (euro funfair)

reunion dinner.

2007-01-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

sweet and i went out today. we had a big bowl of

delicious tom yum glass noodles at nooch. everything there taste good.

i was really stuffed that i could hardly take a deep breath.

i bought a new pair of sandal but i didn't know why did i buy those

just knew that i need a pair desperately. come to think of it

i kinda regret grabbing it without thinking but oh well.

i would like to eat more of nooch's big big bowl of noodles. YUM.((:

2007-01-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 2007.
Right, sending off 2006, here comes the new fresh 07.
This might be a brand new start to all but it's also a beautiful ending to my 2006 because i've learnt to treasure things better and also found out more things, more people and made more beautiful memories.
Erase the bad and only keep the good. i have to thank the ppl that were there for me and continue being there hahaha. the beautiful people that made my lousy day better. the ugly people that made me saw how hideous things can go and the innocent ones that brought out the kid in me.
Hope the healthy will still be healthy, the ill be regaining soon, the innocents be more fruitful, the evils be less sinful and more beautiful things grow in this world. at least, in my world. ((: ( which of course includes ppl that is around me.)
i'm happy.
i'm loved.
and i love all. ((:

2006-12-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

this christmas eve today ((: when xmas shopping with ann.. but got was ann's mother-in-law's present and a card for his sister. yah i bought a scarf. you are wondering. i have figured out what do we have during winter. when winter other places snow. we RAIN!. standard. the next day, i shopped like a psycho. hazel and i kept buying everything we see and we started from 3 to 11. 8 hours of shopping non-stop. i'm the bag lady again. haha . i have so many of them i don't know where to put them and now they are all on the floor i have no space to walk. thought i could get my n72. but gua gua~ gone with the wind. meet lene a few days ago. and this cheeky girl got me nothing as cheeky than a pair of suspenders with the american flag colour. haha. i'm going to wear that to school and she will have to see it. and take a picture of that. haha i was laugh the moment i say that suspenders so cute.. talking bout picture my xd got error and i really hate to travel all the way down to olmypus to exchange for a new one. i think they should provide better services really. ha. complain. what rubbish distributors cannot help to send back faulty goods. i saw this very intersting show that talks bout food. about oysters that have natural pearls in it. and you can actually grow pearls in them according to how you want the shape and size looks like. amazing. and those 100% natural pearls are sooooo tiny but so clear and shinny. the most interesting part is you can purchase a can of oyster. and open it to get your own lucky pearl. so interesting. then you can frame it up and wear it like a necklace around your neck. good sales tactic. but this only happens in some ulu places in taiwan if i'm not wrong. how i wish i own one too. have anyone heard of tahiti?? not DAI DI ( cantonese for big old two) tahiti is a paradise for lovers.. peaceful and calm. clear water, beautiful orange sunset, golden sun rise and the sound of ease by the waves. -dreaming- it's an island located at south pacific ocean. FAR.~ and i think it takes bout 3000 sing to get there? it's colonized by french rule and ppl there speaks french. i wanna go i wanna go!. i bet everyone heard of maldives and honolulu. no? please go bang the wall thank you. these 3 places will be my dream. ok i'm going to watch tv now. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. HHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEE HUG...........................

2006-12-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

CHEERS for exam is over, X'Mas is here ((:

it's my last paper today. goodness OOP. obviously i didn't know what i was writing. sharon and i just gave up at the last few questions. it's been really shopping days for the for of us. S.H.E.S HAHAHA. it's some stupid shit from out lecturer. Sarah.Hazel.Erica.Sharon . even though it was our exam week but we still goes shopping when the ladies get stressed, the stressed goes shopping!!! YEAheh! i've bought so many things. and together we spend more than a 100 tgt in gio. and we are the member. LAME. we went all the way to tampinese and i bought a orange heels. gorgeous one. ((: saw my suspenders today. but they were way too expensive. $40 for 2 pieces of elastic bands. instead i saw my vest and without hesitation KACHING money comes out from my wallet and bought this gorgeous black watch. all day of shopping, we sat down for some coffee talk. it's holiday again((:

yeea yea.. but bi have been very busy with i don't know what too. so you know what to do when you see this.

take care peeps. i'm going to bed. yawns..... have a great holiday if you are having one ((: loves.

2006-12-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

days are really bad. just recovered from fever and cough ( coughed my lungs out)

skipping school ~~almost~~ EVERY week. with 99% of laziness + 1% hardwork, it's time to burn midnight oil. this very cool drive thru mac has just opened near-by so if any that wish to burning mid-night oils together do drop me a msg. argh.....

TODAY, i finally go for tuition after being sick for 5 days, no 6. then met maine and went down to harbour front for interview. so i will be earning a lil more extra pocket money from the canon show and all we do is just take pictures for everyone. FOC. haha. sounds fun. pay is good but uniform is really what i have long expected. white and red. DRESS... but anyways, just wear it. it's the last month of this year. hmm that sounds kinda sad. hmmm?

time ooooooommmms..... wanted to buy suspenders today.. but hmm didn't see any around. but kept trying onto other things. but still i bought more meaningful things. a book, 5 pens and correction fluid. i saw this book and i just grab. i have heard bout it but hey i didn't there's a book bout it. so i will tell you more if it's a good book and i will lend it to you. but i will lend it to miss OOMPY first.... i haven't meet her fo some time.

i have got the coolest game now. no more stupid crashing taxis but need for speed. ha! i don't know i just this it's fun. bi and i are working together to get the best car. i actually sucks at such racing games. but HAHAHAHA nonono.. i didn't know i'm a racer. HAHA. ok. not on the drifting part. and this game just kept me going and going. i just can't settle down and take my god damn books out to study.

yup. i'm going to get back to those books. but i'm a lil sleepy now. maybe tomorrow((: promise. HAHA. alright take care you peeps, for now. loves. E-R-I-C-A. eri~ca.. (god damn stop calling me ericia. READ the name properly.) i love you honeybun.

2006-11-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

been really lazy to update.

been skipping lessons recently. school's really boring and lifeless.

HK trip was cancel due to the fucked up service jetstar is providing. what a shame. but there will still be chance since i have already set my mind to go HK on my coming holidays.

been bumping into ppl in school recently like some primary and secondary school friends and been seeing ann alot which i'm really happy about it knowing how's she doing and all. but i miss one. MISS YODA ONG. if you are seeing this hope things are fine and speedy recovery to ilhammi. ((:

school work is in a mess and feeling really weak everyday.

with the way i "detox" three times a day and have no appetite for any food especially rice and noodles. i only have seaweed soup with tomato. seaweed just rocks. goodge myself with plentiful of iodine. this reminds me of having F&N in secondary school days.

TGIF tomorrow.. -cheers* haha. it's the day i'm looking forward to every start of the week. the date with hazel and annie has been pushed to next week and hopefully we will make it. HAHA. anyways, do come by often and stay over to do your projs. ((:

lastly, people do have a wonderful weekend and PEEPS it's FRIDAY tomorrow. wooo. love all and love you darling ((:

2006-11-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

i've started my fencing class. it was totally cool and really really exhausting. we learnt the basics on our first lesson and all of our legs wobble will jelly. you have to half squat through out the whole game and it's a must to splits doing our warm-up. i still can do them. so maybe when i master the real skill of fencing i'll be off in my white attire and the "housefly head gear" and play the real game with my peeps. hahaha. the thought of that makes me so excited. LOL!. this was a fast week, prolly because i skipped school on monday and went to vivocity with bi. we walked the whole day and caught the movie DOA. a must watch ( if you loving to watch hot babes like me and bi). darling bought me a jacket and has a very sweet reason behind it. we shopped these 2 department stores at PS and they were really fun and cool. you dont just see clothes but almost everything. you will be going EH EH! got this . EH got that. and you just wanna buy everything you see. then on friday WE GIRLS WENT SHOPPING! haha. hazel and i our motto " NEVER SAY DIE" and sarah and sharon were good shoppers too. one day we will all go to china when we save enough money. met ann at ah kang's place and we played a few rounds of mahjong. heh! i won twice ok! on my own. then we were suppose to go home but we sat down and talk and there goes another 3 hours. today is family day, and bi took leave. now i have to do a bit of my proj and then we will be going out ((: but it's monday tomorrow.ARGH.. i hate mons. bloody KOKO bit me on my toe and i bleed a whole tissue last night. today, it's still sore and purple. dont let me catch you....

2006-10-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

HI!!! haha i haven't been blogging right? hmmm. it's already the 3rd week in school and everyday i just go to sch in the morning and tuition in the evening then back home and sleep at night. yea. so i couldn't find a time to really sit down and update this though there's quite a few times when i sat down and the next moment is either my phone rings or my eyes are closing ((: but todAY... TADAH.. it's different i had 13 hours of sleep. i've been very paranoid these days. all thanks to mr chamaeleon. the story goes like this.one fine afternoon, when erica and her friends were talking about their tuition. she was telling them bout a few days back she almost stepped on a green snake when she was on her way back home from her student's house and that really freaked her out and yes, all her goosebumps pop like popcorns. (HA. a lousy one). then as they were on their way out of school .GUESS WHAT!?! a freaking red chamaeleon dropped on erica's shoulder.. wooo. and she thought it was tree brench initially but when she was sure that the red thingy was running around her friends and from those screams. of course she run for her life( not really) but then they ran across the road like maddies in school the next moment you can see erica's eyes were filled with tears and that C* erhump! chamealeon left some green substances on her white top. she was glad that it did not drop and just stop at her shoulders cause that will prolly cause her to lose her conscious. no joke. er huh.. haha. pls don't ask me why when you see me the next time don't remind me of my life's most close encounter with those digusting species. and just a reminder to all if you were thinking of doing acrylic nails, think twice it super difficult to remove as though there are lifting your real nails from your flesh. i really had a hard time removing them and now my nails are like a thin sheet of paper. my new lectures are really lenient as in we can walk out anytime from the class for breakfast but there's a really irritating one that is bout the same age as bi. first timer and he's the worst disaster. just had dinner with ann. i haven't been going out really and i didn't really have a great night out with my friends recently it's really bad. so maybe one day i should arrange a night out and party the shit out of me. time flies and it's we are at our 6th months and you are getting really mean. haha. dont use my comp anymore .. now i open my IE address bar it's all those scores and bets. but i love you still.

2006-10-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

ha i knw i will get killed if bi is going to see this ...but i just miss him la ((:

2006-10-09T09:20:00.000+08:00

NO NO NO!!!!

IT'S THE LAST WEEK OF MY HOLIDAY :(

no more waking up late, project will start pouring and I HAVE TO DO STUPID SW! and you wake up at god damn 630 to be able to reach school at 8 and do what!!??? SW for 2 hours. fullstop. (sport and wellness fyi) OH GOODNESS i hate it. i hate to wake up so early and bathe and my hair really pisses me off.. then? sweat the hell out and drag myself home and bathe again. NO NO NO i still want my holiday.

eh.. my nails still on. ha. but i think it's coming off anytime. at the rate that i keep biting them as they don't feel real and it's really nice to bite HAHA.

fri, went out with lene. hope you like the dress and the apple nut cheesecake though i didn't sing a birthday song and you didn't get to blow the candle cause it was too windy but still hope you will like it.

saturday, i had to drag myself up and get home to get my student's assessment but still going to liqing house is always nice as they are very nice ppl and my sweet lil miss babo in the afternoon cried just because she was frustrated that she couldn't do her compo. but still with me i nv fail to make her laugh HAHAHA. and it's my first time seeing students get excited when they know they have new assessments and can't wait to do them. O.O.....

sunday, i disapointed bi and had a lil tiff in the morning bout my last min change of mind for not going to msia to visit his warded grandmother but i'm always afraid to see all this and even if it's my first time i knew after seeing her i will definately get very affected and what if ( cause you were saying she...) i will get even more affected. and of course i don't wish anything of such will happen and i will be looking forward to attend her birthday celebration but seems like you don't quite understand my difficulty and think that i was just giving some excuses to get more sleep.. it was a little disapointing but still i chose not to explain at the point of time. well. then after he came back in the afternoon, we went out for a movie. i finally get to watch my devil wears prada. ((: it's nice and cool i just wonder why can't we wear like them. damn the weather. I WANNA GO ITALY! there's nice show!!! SELENE lets go watch material girls....been so long such show is showing.. ok i'm going to bed. bye now. ((:

2006-10-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

HI ALL.. I'M BACK HOME. ((:

trip to BBK was really nice and enjoyable.

no ~~coup~~, no ~~tankers~~ nor ~~commotion~~

just some armed soldiers standing along some road side.

our first trip was chinatown and when to this recommended restaurant called nan xing to eat shark fin.. that's the first time i saw ONE whole bowl of real FINS and not some crab meat. and only cause about 10+ sing O.O

bought this cute lil hello kitty pencil case for suehyun and there was nothing much to buy in chinatown only for HELLO KITTY FANATICS like ms hazel. then we went back for a shower and went to suan lum which is just walking distance from our hotel . OH YA and we had difficulty pronouncing our hotel name in the thai slang way.. PINNACLE LUMPINEE . ok this is how you read. PI(4th sound) - NA(4th sound)-CLE ( not CAL but KAO!) LUM(3rd sound)-PI(PAN)-NEE. HAHAHAHA we laugh the shit off everytime we try to pronounce it. we bought gallons of mineral water and refuse to consume tap water but still their mineral water still taste weird. don't ask me what did i bought cause i totally can't remember how many things did i get.. i just kept buying and buying. mr koh is super paranoid just like me. we are both scare of ERHUMPH!!!!. so basically i stick to bi every moment.

2nd day we went to er........ YES. MBK. MA BO KONG aiya i don't know how they spell. ok and i did this SUPERRRRRR long manicure and pedicure. i mean long as in hours. it took us about 4 hours and those arcylic nails are giving headache i can't button my shorts!!!!!!!!!!!!! ar!!!!!!!! they were too long but now i'm used to it just that i take a long time to type the right words.. the guys grumbled alot about the waiting time but bi still understand me the best ((: instead he loves my nails though i regretted it cause i could have spend the 1800 baht on better things. then we went back to suan lum to change bi's berm as he has grown "broader" ha! we have to get another size. basically suan lum becomes our night activity for the 4 nights.

3rd day IT"S WEEKEND! and do you know what is the most important place to go on WEEKENDS???!!!?? THE CHATUCHAK MARKET! it's super duper pack.. and it's so hot... there is SOoooooooooooooo many shops till we don't know where should we go. and i bought most of my stuff there. we had delicious food as we were fortunate enough to meet some kind soul that brought us to some restaurant. mr koh was chatuchakphobia so we left and nv went back again and when he hears the word CHATUCHAK his eyes will widen. LOL!!! but we were really exhausted so we went back for a nap and stayed in the hotel and ordered some room service.

4th day... EH.. where we go huh? oh... PRATUWAN (is this how you spell?) nothing much but platinum fashion mall was really great. i had my 2 bodyguard with me. mr relph ( which i have a affair now.. LAUGHS..) and mr enrique ( very sexy name but not very sexy actually not good to mess ard with) the 3 of us were having lots of fun there and the floor was so slippery bi dragged me like a cart LOL. everything there was wholesale so the more you buy the cheaper they are. at night we went back to siam sqaure but still there's nothing much to see so we went back to suan lum night bazzar. dinner was super disgusting feilin and i ordered something that we hate smelling when ever we were on the streets where ppl sells pig organs.. that totally make me feels nauseous..

LAST DAY.. we did last min shopping at MBK and ate our japanese and italian food the last time ((: delicious. it was raining bi and i rushed all the way just to get one more top for him and his daddy. as the flight was a lil delayed and we sat tutu( yes budget vehicle but its fast. just like the advertisement " mr BOSSMAN") . we had super expensive and awful food in the new bkk airport. we took the night flight and it's the first time.. we reached sg bout 12am.. with only 25 baht left and ZERO sing dollars. bi and i miss BKK. i miss being 24/7 with bi by my side. i love travelling with bi and i want more more more ((: hey sorry guys that i didnt get yall things cause i really overspend and we didn't know actually we can use the damn atm machine (i told bi but he refuse to believe)

we live like a king in thailand, like a cow in sg now we only can eat grass.

2006-09-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

i've got my new semester timetable. i thought it will be worse but no. it was better ((: so now i don't have to worry about changing my student's timing.
in a few more hours, i will be meeting bi to get some travelling need and watch a movie. Followed by a few more hours, we will be leaving for bangkok in the morning 9am and have our A&W breakfast. haha. i'm a lil sad that i can't be around to celebrate my dear oompy's 18th birthday , the day that we have been looking forward to. but i will bring your the best gift so enjoy your day and we will celebrate it again when i'm back with your pressie. ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OOMPY <3

2006-09-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

ISLAND LIFE.

i enjoyed my picnic. yeaheh!! thanks oompy.!!

thanks bi for preparing sandwiches ((:

5 more days to BKK trip. though there's a coup there and we were in a dilemma the past few days but after knowing everything is back to normal and shops are all open we decide to our plans. ((: so ppl pls pray that are can come home safely. i can't celebrate my bestie bday but hey! i will get you something. enjoy it ok. oompy is finally 18.!!!

2006-09-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

HI i'm back from msia AGAIN. haha. this time was to celebrate bi's birthday. the whole trip was about F.O.O.D. haha. i brought him to taste all the food that i've been eating when ever i visit msia since young. it's a pity that some of them were no longer there but there's still alot of delicious food.

On friday, i went out with maine and annie. went to toa pah yoh to have bar chor mee. not bad.. we the queens of vinegar. then maine and i headed down to orchard hoping to get something for bi. but still we got nothing but a pair of capris and knickers and this super cute boxer for myself ((:

On sat, we went to SIWANDAO for seafood. this community recommended seafood restaurant.. it takes about 2 hours journey but it was all worth it. we had lobster that make me wanna eat and eat but haha i kept some space for other food..

on sunday morning, we woke up early for bakuteh.. wooooo.. it takes an hour but still! it's worth it. haha. then mum drop us at jusco to kill some time while she go singing. there was nothing much to shop just like another wisma. bi bought me a body and hand cream from the natural source. it smells heavenly good. and to my surprise i actually bump into my childhood friend. haha it's hard to bump into FRIENDS in such places you see.. after awhile we got kinda bored so we took cab home.. every taxi uncle are day-light robbers.. but still we have to pay la. all accomplies. >br>
the best part is my tom yum fish for dinner. now when i thinking of it makes my mouth watery.

i bought alot of things

and we took lots and lots of pictures ((:
now....... we're HOME SWEET HOME..

he's trying to fake double eye lid

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYBUN ((:

2006-09-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

HI i'm back home. ((: actually i'm back since monday. but was kinda lazy to blog. went to msia on friday with bi and we had quite lotsa fun. didnt wanna let him go but still have to cause he has duty next morning. we went singing with mum and it's the first time we sang on stage. then we went to pray for our coming BKK trip then for dinner. wanted to bring bi for some good thai food. but it was closed and we had some really awful stone fish. i just ate for all 3 days and i think i'm really going to gain weight when school reopens.

we celebrated feilin, junhui and bi's bday at ah kor's place and we really stuffed ourselves with 15 cray fishes, 4 crabs, 3 fishes, 2 pots of frog's legs, vege and pork ribs. goodness... -faints- then we had drinks at shin bar.

went home in the morning and slept till afternoon lucky mum didn't break my legs and we chatted for the next few hours till evening. it's thurs and i still can't think of anything.. but i still wish weekend can arrive faster. mum will bring bi and i for seafood feast to celebrate his birthday but i'm kinda scare of it now.. SEPTEMBER is really a great month.((:

2006-09-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

this is my first teachers' day card ((: this kid is so sweet.

2006-09-02T16:50:00.000+08:00

went out with maine and weihao yesterday.. cinderalla lian does not need to scrub the floor yesterday. had a meal with ah wan and jy. and bought a pumps with a lil ribbon on it. just the ideal one i'm looking for though it cause blisters. then we decided to go zouk which wasn't really a wise choice cause today i'm super tired and i bet maine's eyes must be half closed during class too. the most outrageous and courageous thing charmaine lee did was changing the taxi into a dressing room. but of course with covers. a lil apologetic to sue hyun's dad cause i was rather late this afternoon and to honey bun cause i sleep my way through and left him watching the show outside.

SURPRISE SURPRISE. dad bought me a camera..!! haha. this day should really be mark down. it's been a long long time he buy something for me out of no reason. hmm? and claim that it's my advance xmas present and it just came right in time for my bangkok trip.. so good and he knows that i've been always complaining bout how lousy lithum batteries are cause most of the time they do not have back ups unlike alkaline ones so he got me a spare battery, extra xd card and this is really unnecessary. a tripod. but anyhow i'm happy.. i don't know he must be really in good mood. thanks to the IT FAIR.. good thing ((: but bi is even more excited than i am. cause he can finally show his potential narcissistic 'talent' in him.. haha.. so tired... i gotta catch some sleep.. ((: thanks for reading. good day to all.

and if you notice my blog causes ppl to see lines after staring at it for sometime but no worries just some optical illusion. kinda irritating actually. sorry ((: i'm seeing them too.

2006-08-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

it's the thrid week of my holiday and it's going to be a new starting month. SEPTEMBER. so many things on september. and of course i have been saying this for the 100th time.. BANGKOK trip is close and finally we got everything settled. now it's time to plan what should we do other then just crazy shopping.. what's on my planning list is SPA , facial and manicure.. heh heh heh -grins- during the search of hotel i came across this super attractive resort which is located at some countryside of bangkok and it's far far away from town i suppose. its interior and ambience of the whole resort really switch you to relax and holiday mood even just by look at the pictures and it's really cheap with out door dining restaurant and pool with all the lamp post and coconut trees around haha. can picture the scene? hmmm hmmm? but we will prolly go there the next time. it's like everytime you visit a country it's another kind of feeling even back to the same city. of course other than singapore. with different ppl for different purpose and a different mind. so i don't mind just going to bangkok everytime but do different things. hmm..?

meet up with lene on friday, we went bugis and chinatown. the weather was extremely hot.. oh goodness. but still i manage to get quite a number of stuff and not over spend what i've promise to set a limit to my shopping. haha. hmm . in fact i got soooo many things and this hair chopstick that i try a hundred times but i still can get the right shape i want and i felt if i continue my hair will prolly split and just snap off haha.

i must be cursed and sweared by hazel and others for putting aeroplane. they must be enjoying the food and the pool with all the bali feel at emile's place. haha. sorry guys. see you guys on the 28th. ((:

i'm getting my 2nd pay this thursday. yea and i'm going lock it up just in case.. and bi you better start saving up if not going thailand also cannot be king and come back still have to eat grass.

this week end will be good cause i will be spending it with mum in msia but it will be even better if bi can go . but anyways we will still get to go on your bday and i will bring you to eat all the food that i always eat when i'm there since young and even now ... never change.. maybe i'm a lil paranoid but recently msia's really dangerous and it does make me feel little worried bout going in and everything. but that place do sucks for some reason you know what i'm talking bout if you know me well enough uh. -smirk- good night peeps. ((: i'm a happy happy woman..

2006-08-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

oh. i haven't blog for quite a number of days hmmm.. it's holiday now and i'm spending my time either giving tuition or just stay home and watch HYUN BIN. ha ok it's just another korean star. not very handsome thou but very charming and his movie made me cried like a fool this afternoon. haha and i even had him on my wallpaper, that made bi a lil jealous and making some fuss over it.. how silly. but i find korean language like some kind of alien lang. but it's kind of interesting and suehyun( my student) is teaching me some basics which always cracks me up and korean kids are really cute and lovely. like those you wanna squeeze their cheeks and piggy back them ard. ha. just like suehyun's sister. she's such a darling and she will really grow up to be a beaut. hmmm another girl that i'm tutoring is a princess. haha. looks like i'm quite lucky with students. they parents invited me to their restaurant for dinner last week. the seafood was really really good. alaska gaint crab was really impressive and all the interesting things about their travelling during dinner made me really comfortable after worrying much about should i go. but i thought it was kind of rude to turn them down. so yea. it turned out great and li qing's parents are really nice. such a lucky kid and she will be going to my most wanted to go place, hawaii,this holiday. :(

but anyways, i'm still very excited bout going aboard on my own with my friends and darling .

honeybun bought me haagen diaz again. yea. it's like an every month's thing. haha ok it's a lil ironic. but that's because i do always craze for such things during certain period of the month and he always knows it best, even more than i do . how lucky i am, to have a so sensitive LUNAR calendar with me. ha just kidding. haven't been going out lately cause i'm waiting. waiting for this hard working oompy to finish her exam. goodness it's like taking forever.. -detesting-

alright that's all for today. ((: good night.. ((: i'm waiting for my mos burger breakfast...

en zi

sue hyun & en zi

2006-08-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

OH YEA!! PAPERS ARE OVER

today's demo went on well and all my hard work for squeeze dry my brain juices pay off. spent the rest of my time in class doing last revision and we went totally psychotic memorizing the whole content and we basically copied openly. haha. funny scene.
then then went to marina south for steamboat and on the meantime watch fireworks while eating. we were totally relax mode now. but i had bad stomach ache on the way home and i couldn't take it but to alight and rush to the toilet. kind ty and sharon sent me home cause they know i'm a scardy cat. haha. it's the seventh month remember? lol . and dad picked me up from our void deck. HAHA. i know how paranoiac you must thinking but haha. i'm just scare. bi is working no one accompany home. but lucky me. i have great friends.
I'M HAPPY NOW... ((:

2006-08-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

it's national day today.. hmmm.. i'm trapped home to revise for my papers tomorrow. been chiong-ing 8 lecture slides in one go and trying to memorize cause there isn't much time to understand. haha. yah yah and why am i still here right . i'm the one to blame. just loathe cos, crap module.
i used to hate computer games. cause they were kinda dumb and i always suck at it. but suddenly my whole class started this trend of playing crazy taxi during lectures. HAHA. but yea now is holiday so not as sinful to start now. -nods. bi 's playing it too and in fact i'm trying to break his cocky record.
meeting my peeps tomorrow morning to do last revision and booking our trip ticket and hotel tomorrow!!!!!!! finally we are getting it done. but hopefully no more delay. so. one more month to bangkok trip. i'm trying to scrimp every ~~cent~~ ok dollar now. and only manage to squeeze the money out for my ticket. ha. ok sounds sympathetic. haha.. but that makes the trip more fruitful. cause we don't splash our money on travel just because we have nothing to do with them. -winks. each and everyone of us are working hard to accomplish this task hahaha and till we meet again. IT'S KILLING THEM! the SUP-PING QUEENS but none can beat hazel for bring a langauge bag to shenzhen for shopping and still not big enough think this time she going to book lorry.

that day, when i was sitting down at the bus stop i saw this group of sec sch netballers coming out in a big group i thought of sec sch days when we will always go to the near by 7 eleven for dinner after training and lepak ard. HAHA. when we will play netball and peek at guys at the basketball and soccer field. it's just more than studying. but now other than computer games in class of course , it's lectures and tuition after class. everyone only start missing something when you loses them. just like i miss my sec sch days now and i believe many do too.
ann: yes i read your entry. ((: hmmm. it's still comforting that i'm still being missed by you. yes yes. hmmm. anyways, you may find what you said is wrong when it really comes. i used to think that way too. can't abide temptations or does not have faith for a continuate relationship. we will see ((: just don't bother about it and when it come it will just come. -winks. so i will see you soon ya. and prolly chill in old places again.
right. gotta get back to work again. ciao.
i kind of miss your irritating honey bun face much now.

2006-08-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

STUDY WEEK;holiday!!!!

i believe many went to watch yesterday's fire works. hmmm. ok this the first time i felt so keen to go watch such stuff and get squeezed by ppl . but it's not as bad as what i thought. there were still space. then after that we went for dinner and ktv. hee 2 hours is just now enough. we will go again.((: saw jean with her big bunch posing for some photo her classic ERICA~~" haha. long time nv get to hear that.
i finally get my final assignment done. cool bananas. ha. now i understand after 15 weeks LOL.. but i forgot to attach my class file. hopefully i will get some grace from teacher. now i only left with COS to mug my life away. crap module. i have already got my lecture slides printed out. one big pile. shit.. ANYONE WANTS TO STUDY?????
alright i'm going to bed. i'm seeing stars and all the codes now. night peeps. ((: 1 1/2 month to bangkok trip. walalalala.

2006-08-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

oh i finally found this after knowing i lost the name card. ((:

i miss my honeybun:(

2006-07-30T09:23:00.000+08:00

it's such a beautiful thing. i will met one too. ((:

2006-07-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

hmm. AUNTY WONG IS BACK IN SG. SAFE AND SOUND. that's good. hmm. i finally can get my revision start for the on coming tests. the greastest module of all;COS. i thought i will TRY to start on some of my programming proj but i actually finished all the basic requirements and manage to at least get a pass. but hopefully teacher won't ask me to do some super complicated modifications to it. cause a pass will turn into a fail if i can't explain myself.

went to replace a new passport with mummy today after class. then we went to bugis village to shop. haha. of course when there's chance to shop how can i miss the chance to get something. i've got an unreasonable expensive NORMAL hairband which cost $10. i don't know what is wrong with me.

lucky me. got a shorts today 2 pairs actually but mummy insisted that another one wasn't very nice,but i'm still greedy to get it. instead she got me a miss sixty capris which i love it. went to jie's favourite shop, womb, very arty farty style and there's this A cut retro top that anyone will like to have but it's obviously too expensive. i bet bi will scold me . so i better think twice.

i just told mum about my bangkok trip and close shave. she almost said no. but after some time of pleading and also some reverse psychology. she finally allowed me to go. it's not of the matter whether she allows but more of she's very worried for me she said, so i kind of understand why she didn't agree initially.

bi is working now and it seems like i haven't seen him for quite a few days and also the next few days. work must be very tiring and we hardly get to talk this few nights we were just too tired. hmm. that day when i was sitting at the bus stop dazing, i suddenly thought about my recent life and the on going things that are happening. looks like i am obliviously not aware that i'm living. ok or i shall phrase it this way. it's more of everyday's life seems so alike i don't feel life the way i used to. as happy and as appreciative to every given day. everyday is like a repetition, i wake up in the morning, take the same bus, walk the same route, eat my breakfast, eat my lunch, waiting for dismissal, go for tuition , get back home and watch my fav show while eating magi mee for dinner, take my shower, use the net and lights off. it's bed time. it's a repetition that i get so sick and tired of this and i hope all this can really be over soon. but maybe temporary for the next 2 months and yea. ~~good~~'o days. i miss you darling. when you see this i prolly be sleeping like ERHUMP. so yea. just want you to know you've been missed and you are the last thing i go to sleep tonight, ok everynight. <3loves.

2006-07-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE IAC

it's our presentation today and the last lesson with mrs sin. learnt alot of interesting seriously. better 'bout myself and those interesting tests and other mates presentation was all good. and i hereby thank my group mates for the hardwork for making today's presentation going so smoothly. i nv sway side to side neither did i start scratching my head when i'm nervous nor "er-ing" during my speech. YEAH!
it's the first day of the seventh month and everyone is so smoky and SPOOKY. you can feel the tense atmosphere when you are walking along the streets and seeing ppl burning incense and ashes flying ard. i swear i will make myself home by 8 if i'm alone.

please forgive me but i really wanna say this :

I CURSE YOU FOR HURTING MY MUM. & HOPE YOU WILL BE BURN IN HELL FOR SUCH SINS.

if you are just wondering why i got so worked up. cause i received this piece of news from my dad that when my mum was about to start her car she left her handbag on her left seat when this man ( i believe is a mly) opened her door and robbed her bag. WTF! i bet my mum must be frighten by that black skinned lard. hopefully she's fine now and she must be having alot of problem getting back to sg now.
yawns it's a hard day today.

2006-07-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

everyone seems to slack alot these few weeks. ha cause no java written test BUT.... got major project. arrrrrrrrr........ jialat... i'm in big trouble. 40% TING YU, my saviour ...SAVE MEEEEE... i forgot how many COS classes did i skip i just hate to listen to her nagging. it's good to sit with sarah and at one corner. gotta thank her for willing to give up that place to me. lala ((: it was a sleeping day yesterday at bi's house. ha i just sleep my way through and occasionally as i took a few peeps he was trying to look for things to do. LOL. ha. and we ran ard the coffee table when he tried to do the bruce lee kick on me. irritating face.

happy birthday boys.

jialiang and ah chai. it's good to see you are doing your music again. and heh. -grins. be good you know what i mean. and if you are good i will bring some knickers back for you. HOT PINK ones?? met up with JY,kappo and ah wan with bi b for dinner at satay club at night. mee goreng was good but i couldn't finish. now that bi b is working hmmm. i kinda miss him though i nagging at him to save up for our bangkok trip but this lazy bone finally drag himself to work but now i wish he can be here and spend the weekend together . but no cause there will be more time on the holidays. i'm going to meet lene tomorrow. i don't know what happen but i apologize for not being there ASAP. but what ever the reason may be. i hope you can go through it like how you did in the past.i still want you to be happy and as bubbly like before you nutty girl. my oompa loompas.
courtesy of JOHN CHONG MJ. my puzzled face during java class.

2006-07-19T17:46:00.000+08:00

2006-07-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

i've been soooooo MOLLYCODDLE-D

bi knows that i will need mags and my best luxury will be reading while eating my all time favourite haagen-daz ice cream. so he got it all at once and brought this sweet surprise home for me. ((: and he got me my wallet and kept it away from me for 2 days and help me to replace an new umbrella for my student cause i left it in school that day and forgot all about it.haha.. my honeybun.

*smack*

2006-07-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

bought wedges..... the ones that i have long to have....
but they are not mine :S actually mum bought them without i knowing. hur... why can't i be shorter. tsk... such a gorgeous. it's monday again. i'm craving for curry fish head i don't know why. -slurps. told mum that i got "red bomb". it's kinda weird to receive it at this age now but mum say it's a good start ha. i don't want what she's trying to imply on. but anyways, mummy lend me her diamond earrings. oh.. how i wish she GIVE those to me. ((:

2006-07-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

the pictures we took on our KBOX day last week. was totally insane. my coarse voice still have not recover and i am the male vocal for duets for the day-bows-. ha. but it just cracks them up. me,sarah and sharon. forgive us. ah fu and i kahmun, sharon,sarah,hazel and i.

CLASS POO POOL DAY

i don't know what was i trying to do

2006-07-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

had a great time talking to hazel. and i also had a great time with bi.

went for class today, liqing is a little princess just too sweet. Just like those that you wish your kids can look like and she learns ballet( ok cause i can't do ballet now). i had a hard time looking for their unit but anyways a lousy morning. but bi sounded quite pleased that i have got a job. -grins
you knowmaybe i was never a good girlfriend in the past and maybe not even any better now. if i'm not doing more than enough like what you have said that without a little more of this and a little bit of that in me will make me a good one to you. but these little bits are prolly just me. even if i do complain about you at times, you , as good boyfriend never changes. but i didn't know i was actually like that to you; someone that is not good enough. someone that is your girlfriend. i felt lousy.

2006-06-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

bi took me for a little shopping and lunch today. Was kind of upset by the results of my common test. i merely pass for programming , almost cleared COS just by 2 marks and gotten a A for webpublishing but stupid mistakes. MNG sales was chaotic that makes you don't feel like going through the racks to looks for clothes but bi spotted shorts from the whole pile of rags. even though the day was lousy because of all the bad news but thank god bi is around. maybe a good piece of news: bomberkid23- i never know that my LCCI students can get so many DISTINCTIONS! says: Wong Ee Kah Erica S8812XXXX Advanced Business Calculation Pass with Distinction LMAO distinctions nv knocks on my door.

2006-06-27T13:36:00.000+08:00

it's the first day of school after week break. the tragedy was even more tragic then i had imagine. i missed 3 buses in the morning from 750 to 835. goodness. the bus was so cramp i couldn't find a space to even switch my laptop to my another hand and i just kept holding on to it at the same position i can feel my hands are trembling. the morning was so warm and the walk to class seems longer than before. now the lift is full, i have to walk the stairs. the first thing i wanted to do is to rush back to class asap but my class air-con broke down. WT* really bad morning. i don't even have time or HANDS to even reply my msgs and answer my calls in the morning is not that i didn't bother to.

heard that our class did very badly for COS but everyone isn't alarmed by it but we did very well for cmath and i've got a B+ .

went to meet maine and bom but i was late. i gave up my seat to this old lady when i have many things to carry too but she kept praising me to her friends and everyone started looking which made me a very uncomfortable and a little embarassed, but i thought i was just a good thing. anyways. MNG sales was crazy but i didn't have a good time really shopping for stuff. just bought a cardigan and a mask from THE FACE SHOP. ha i just love masks. it's so fun to play with.

it such a tiring day i have carrying my laptop on shopping days. now i know why bi's biceps are growing LOL! and maybe mine, hopefully not.

the final decision, finally.
and today i skipped IS class when i have a major assignment to do in class. but i was just too tired cause we had a lil tiff with bi last night and in the early morning i really can't drag myself up for class and i had bad stomach ache when i was still half asleep haha that kinda feeling's a little weird like you are sleeping while crapping. haha gross. and i can loaf for a day :P lalalala. :( i wanna go for mng sales but i have spent enough money recent months.

2006-06-23T08:09:00.000+08:00

week break is gonna end soon. it's my last two days of waking up a little bit later and going out a little bit more often haha. spent 1 3/4 week of my two weeks break sicked and that prescribed cough syrup has caused monstrous effect on me and made me walked like a drowsihead home till the next morning. so if there is any insomniacs here reading this, Dr erica might be able to give you a good sleep again, promised.

i'm kind of envious and regretted when i got to know that people that went to bangkok actually bought alot of clothes back and when i was there, there were only bags and their clothes really sucks. went to the same place, same market but now come to think of it. i think i wasted that trip. so maybe it's time to save up a little and make small plan of going again. ((:. end of the year maybe. best with daddy and mummy. have you wonder what will happen if the FIFA WC is played by women. AND i mean hot babes. like them....

2006-06-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

went shopping with selene yesterday. i saw my imaginary dress and i saw it. the exact cut and colour. i like ((: of course i bought it without hesitation. haha. i didn't dare to tell bi cause i know i'm gonna get some nagging cause i got my allowance just yesterday. we had dinner at marina sqaure food court and i had curry. hoho. it was good. my voice was as hoarse so curry didn't do much harm to my throat just that it was so spicy i kept coughing. live for curry die for curry la da~. alright i sounded like a neh.

today i went shopping again! but today it's with maine. it's been so long i last went shopping with her. this rich lady i say nice she just buy. HAHAHA and finally she got herself a new tote for school and you shall stop complaining about not having a bag to go to school! i saw this denim shorts yesterday but i couldn't get it up my ass and today same disappointment they are either too small or too short and not very convincing either.
bi thank you ((: you know why.

2006-06-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

MY BEAUTIFUL DAY

went out with bi on sunday. felt beautiful in my sun dress and my new necklace bi got for me. watched cars , was kinda funny and entertaining should go watch you know. i bought this pink jewelled notebook for hazel as a birthday gift hope she will like it. thought that it will suit and come to good use for her cause she always got soooo many things to do and she a big blur queen hahaha. looks like the pot is calling the kettle black now. it was a beautiful day just that i couldn't speak but not for the whole day. i kana freaked bi out when he got me really mad and i force all my words out of my mouth and i sounded quite awful. HAHA. thanks hon! and just stop irritating me. ((:

CLASS CHALET

2006-06-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

class chalet was fun. we gambled haha ok that's because i was the big winner and we sang and laugh till i lost my voice on the second day. i woke up with this very manly voice that scare most of my classmates. HAHA. bbi came on the second day, looking at him playing with danken ( hazel's lil newphew) haha the both of them look so cute. haha. anyways that's all for now.

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO MISS HAZEL and MISTER MENG DA

no more underage party for you. hahaha.

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN MS KUKU united.

2006-06-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

let's celebrate

it's the end of all sufferings and lack of sleep. haha. it's my last paper this morning.
i'm gonna miss you guys. all the craps that we have in class mostly from john and all the crazy laughter of kukuna, who's now down with serious sore throat that squeaks like a mouse and miss char siew pau. going to francis house it's been like a everydays' thing to us and now it's the last day. it's a lil uncomfortable. lil mathias is going to be one month old this coming monday so i guess that will be the time we meet again till i don't know when.

the last strive yesterday, but i was down with fever half way. 38.8 and i have to go home. when to hon's house to rest and took medication but it doesn't seems to help. haha his first time taking care of a sicked makes him like a gan cheong spider. all he do is keep asking me to drink water and please don't scare me to ask me go for injection. i'll get chicken feet.
he sent me home at 11 and decided to stay and give up watching his soccer. i just slept all my way through but i heard that he had a difficult night. haha i'm so sorry.
ok let's tell you a lil secret. i actually ate fried chicken last night and curry noodles that taste like mee rebus(i'm not sure with the spelling) BUT WAIT this morning my temperature was 37.0= no fever. but when i came home and slept for awhile it shot up to 38.3 degrees.

i'm going to refubishing this blog soon so it will be down for a few days. i'm going to have my awful porridge now. -urgh. bless me peeps.

2006-06-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

The Memoir of
the Lazybone.

hahaha this should be written down in the history that i have been so busy.. soooo tired... and sooooo caught up by my tests, revisions, classes, late nights, fall asleep with my laptop on till dawn while sleeping in weird position couldn't care much about how and all the studying during travelling journey , seeing my lcci mates everyday and mr francisna.

i didn't have time to talk on the phone. come online to check my accounts or update my blog it's just a routine of getting up on time after calculating the night before how much sleep i need then study, get ready for for school , study on the bus. after test, study on the journey to francis house and study for tomorrow's test on the way home. can you believe this. i'm a total geek now and what i yearn for is a new degree pair of glass to make me read my books clearly. ( ha just kidding of course)

it's my last paper in school today. and my starting paper for my accounts. hopefully the staying over at francis house for the finally run that through really help in my accounts paper. mon will be business for english and the paper that will kill on tues will be management accounting. hur... i can see i'm cradling nearer to my grave now. i really know nuts about mngm a/c-tings.

after tues then it's the start of my hols. then it's time to really sleep till noon, laze at home complain that I'M SO BORED!( ha i haven't been saying this for ages) meet my mates , visit my mum and spend quality time with my boo-boo. i know though we still meet but recently, it's been all bout waiting for me in the library after my test, outside school, finish lcci and travelling here and there with me that's the only times we can spend together for this few weeks. you made me so guilty for it.

i'm gonna get going if not i'll late for TEST again. bye ppl and take care. maine and ann will prolly see you all after my exam. miss leney i bet you are as busy too. so when you are having your off days ring me. . i'm gonna eat my kitten and reconstruct this whole blog when i'm having my off days. till then folks!

BEEE-ZEEEE.

2006-05-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

ha i have so much of catching up to do and JAVA is driving me bananas. thinking html is easy but i am super wrong. everything seems to be like the same. huge confusion now and i've to do some crap website about myself. unexpectedly, i cleared my cmaths paper and my speech and presentation *give a lil pat on my shoulder*. miss nutty hazel bought me 2 lovely tops and got my shorts for me from HK and bought me a cute lil fury pouch and a necklace that looks like lime ha ok. she actually bought FORTY, god damn 40! knickers ok. for real.. this woman is crazy. she buy things in scary quantities. what else... hmmm. she got 20 necklaces and 5 same design top of different colours and oh real nice bags but that's not all i shall keep this content in case there's weak-hearts ard.. anyways i got so many things now that don't remember what i have yet i just kept buying and the most ridicule thing is i bought a sun dress today. C A N Y O U B E L I E V E I T????? lol and that's not it. it's P I N K. ((: ha i don't know when i will wear it actually. just not in the right state of mind recently and i want my PUMA tote so much but i just couldn't find the black and gold one. HK and shenzhen sounds like the ideal place for shopping.

went bugis with kah mun, sarah and sharon today. but didn't really have time to walk ard. suppose it's my shopping day tomorrow but yea. i've to go for full day class tomorrow from 10am till dark. oh yes and baby mathias is very cute and so tiny. when his lil hand turn purple really freak me outm, it was just because he's not used to the air-con. haha. cute lil thing. now that my piggybank hits back to 0 AGAIN. it's time to save and eat less to cut down weight on the same time. know what? SG SALES is here. =D
mr.ocd it's my haagen diaz time! ((: and is "once in a long while" here yet???? i will see you in less than 10 hours time.
night people.

2006-05-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

this is my life its not what it was beforeall these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams that i'd never lived before somebody shake me'cause i i must be sleeping now that we're here, it's so far away all the struggle we thought was in vain all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away now that we're here its so far awayand i feel like i can face the day i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today these are my wordsthat i've never said before i think i'm doing okay and this is the smile that i've never shown before somebody shake me 'cause i must be sleeping i'm so afraid of waking please don't shake me afraid of waking please don't shake me. -staind,so far away mrs Angeline made us do a personality types as homework the last week and i'm actually a ISTP;Introvert, Sensor, Thinker, Perceiver, in short, logical, pragmatic, and matter of fact; quiet, unassuming, and autonomous; realistic, pragmatic, and aloof; impulsive and curious about the physical world; flexible and resourceful; objective and unemotional. The most important thing to ISTPs is the freedom to act independently and follow their impulses.

but i felt so much noiser now really.. my group mates didn't believe i was anti-social. so see! i'm improving to be a better self. haha and i'm not stir into those kinda troubles now and somehow the relax one corner -giggles- let things go by it flow kinda character has been changing and now i do rush for projects . i'm starting to make short term plans and i'm known as the only VISIONARY one in class. ha the only loner in this category. ha. the test was kinda interesting but just hate the moving about in the class.

i hope i didn't screw up during my presentation in my com tool class. oh goodness i feel like a brick is stuck in my chest i must have look like i'm choked by something.

so being an ISTP, pragmatic, matter of fact and been logical carry a super down to earth kinda thing. when now everything seems is like a dream.

2006-05-12T15:20:00.001+08:00

haven't been updating for almost 2 weeks i think. hmmm. projects are piling up and i'm kinda confused by what i'm suppose to do oh goodness. had a good laugh with miss kuku justina in class. haha. super crazy girl. and poor aqilah got disturbed by primary school kids and her ears are still hurting. so fast it's gonna be the 4th week of school and holiday are only4weeks away. not considering the common tests week first and hopefully we can go KL to shop for the short week break. the night at zouk was fun. though we had to squeeze through big crowds everywhere which some times deplete my patience for a second. but the music is still cool. i think i never touch on vodkas and chiva`s ever again . i'm starting to feel they are kinda sick though one glass of coke cost 8 bucks. looking at those crowds with weird 60s moves cracks me up. somehow look kinda "dumberise" by them.

hmmm when malaysia with OCD on tuesday morning. haha. super disturbed by his primary school passport photo. haha. it always make me laugh each time i recall it, like now.. HOHO. brought SDG140 only left RM40. can't remember how but i think we spent ard SDG 240 together but it was kinda worthwhile as i got 8 tops( ha i know it's a lil crazy) and sweet got 2 top 1 bottom and WE had WHOLE lotsa fun. looks like i'm the only one that is testing his patience, he doesn't have much though. haha. i'm only titled to my "Well-pampared Day" ONCE in a LONG while.

not till recently i felt this. but like it's something i have to make it out loud and clear to you guys. i'm pregnant. HAHAHA no la. just kidding.

hmmm. if you are feeling out of place and looking for the way back home YES it's good but i hope that's what you are really doing. i'm was kinda surprise that you asked me to help yea. but now you can have your words back. girl i can care for all the monkey business you are trying to do outside but LOOK! i don't have the time. but i will still dig for it but what. you aint even helping yourself to it and you can't seems to remember what you have said. so don't waste your time making such promises.

next, you think you are being left out. what's the true being left out should be. look. you can't club and we DID NOT say it was because of your age. but face it you are still months away. and i don't get why do you have to say such things. i don't see there's problem. you don't have to phrase words like that. you know you ppl are really selfish and self-centered. i bet you don't even have a single clue about it right. LOOK i'm not the one changing i'm not the one TRYING to drift away from all this. it's just plain bull shit. so what' i should be the sinner for all this crap? so if you think you are really gonna let all this down and move on by all means go ahead. i had enough of all this reverse psychological things.

this friendship never work andmy ideas are going empty. so maybe lene made her choice ;the rightful one. so maybe it's time to let it be what it's gonnabe. just stop all the sickening reverse psychology classics and move on.

i'm crushing my brains to come up with 700 words for our 2000 words essay. i seriously doubt i can put all pointers together by sunday. mon 830 it's the dead line and mrs bala never touch on a single thing at all. weekend and week day are the same for me. it's all about school, class, projects, tests and tutorials. i have to get back and start brain squeezings again. haha.

candid shot. trademark
patience test.

2006-04-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

finally i get some time to do this. it's physical deterioration and mentally unsound week for me. zombie by day and erica by night or maybe only on weekends. but still school is still good cause i get to have delicious lunch. classes, people and all are still alright. bus journey are not as tiring as i thought it was just that at times in the morning it jams but the kid that used to have punctuality problem has slowly been improving. so yea it's good it's good ((: i merely bump into people i know. but quite a few surprising ones. hmmm. and especially the one that i yearn and wish to bump into *coughcoughcoughyodacoughcoughcough* didn't apppear. lose your phone again this time round it's not from your mum but from me. please take care of your things my girl. haha. hp is a very important thing for the both of us. it's difficult to catch sight of you, you know it well -laughs. and please remember the CDS too. haven't been seeing my grandma for a week. didn't get the chance to tell her how's school and everything and she's somehow complaining about not seeing me at home. OOPS sorry. ((: for some that should get this clear. i don't really care what yall think about and what yall think what kinda person i should be with cause you don't know him better than i do nor do you know me well enough if you think you do. so save or keep those comments to yourselves and save the fuss for worrying for me cause i think you should worry more about yourselves and it will be much appreciated. Life is good now. i got my exquisite organizer and i love it lots. another part is because it was from sweets ((: which make it invaluable to me. helped dad mopped the floor today. hahaha. mopping is what i hate most i rather do the sweeping all the time. surprisingly, i volunteered. hmmm. but of course it for some reason behind it. -evilgrins- I don't know if it's a hint to me from above that recently, i have heard alot about people's grunts and frustrations. i felt i shouldn't even make noise about myself. although sometimes i curse and swear whenever something happened. but compare to others. mine are just microscopical. and now life is even better.((: so at least i'm glad that i was the one they share it with. though i'm not an adviser but i hope i'm a listener. as for besties and girlfriends. i hope weihao is doing good i'm missing the secondary school day table mate and juvenile nonsense in class. maine should be good. well showered with love and pampers. miss yoda should feel guilty for making this girlfriend of hers waiting like a love fool in different canteens during everyday's lunch break hoping to bump into her. ha. sounds gay. like some kinda psycho admirer. miss an nee well well, looks like there's so many thoughts racing in your mind. give yourself a break. whatever you choose to be hopefully memories still has it true identity. besties.. hmmm. ok wait. weihao is under the bestie side. sorry. -laughs. JY hmmm. good that things are at it's start and somethings are put to an end and there's definately a reason of burning those calories after such a long persistance. JH, totally drowned in the name of love. kappo, heard work is giving you shit do take care, grumbling do release much stress. mr mcp, know you are kinda discourage and disappointed by cancelled trip. haha but everyone are worried bro. ((: be sore over it no more. and lastly mr death-eater. hope you are still reachable in every sense and hopefully you saw what i have left on the msn.
i know you must be think when will it be your turn with your silly boo boo smile in the next second. lol. actually there's nothing for you. HAHAHA. you wanna know? call me now. i will tell you. there's always sunshine after the rain.

2006-04-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

when shopping today. heee. it's something to be happy about cause it has been really a long long time i buy myself some clothes. ha. kinda sad. finally found a ideal shorts and quite a lovely top. adding on to my long sleeves which i only have a pathetic one in my wardrobe. though it's a lil way too expensive for just two items but once in a while is okay. haha. ONCE in aWHILE. yea yea -grins- watch this really really obnoxious and nauseous scenes movie. goodness. just about eating each other up. alright i know it's my fault but i swear da vinci code will be good. so mr feilin stop scolding me. have to get up early tomorrow. gonna be a long and slow day tomorrow again. this just made my monday blues deeper. what ever it means. haha. i'm going to bed. good night peeps. i will see you on tues sweets((:

2006-04-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

down with cough and sore throat for the pass few days. this thick phlegm always stuck in my throat . haven't do any shopping of new clothes yet and i'm spending my long and slow afternoon alone at home now. my sweet is alseep. tomorrow will be my induction programme and this time i've got the right date, day and time. but it gonna take the whole afternoon. it's the last few days before my long long long holiday come to an end. it's gonna a brand new chapter. ((: as in BOTH ways. hopefully i'm won't be a lone ranger for 2 weeks when school term starts. it's kinda sad and scary to be alone moreover i missed orientation. but i thought it was really crap and i seriously loathe camps. stupid cheers and put up unity. plain shit. looks like there's nothing much for me to do for this boring afternoon other than just sleep.
i miss you sweet ((:

2006-04-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

two days of waking up real early in the morning at 5 for exam and prolly the whole class flung accounts paper. it was only the first paper and everyone or it was me tt was very discourage to study for the second paper but lucky i was able to clear it. my body clock was simply smashed this few days. woke up early in the morning then went to shop for the barbeque food and all the needs. i walked 3 times in a day to and fro. mum said it was just buying of food no need 3 guy to escort me. haha. cutting onions made me tears non stop. utterly awful. lene stayed over that night and we were still laughing in late night like maddies. but it was really fun. ((: i didn't help the next morning cause i was trying to get enough sleep. haha. i'm a lil bad. mum helped me out alot infact she did most of the things. so we had food when ever we are hungry ((:so happy. chalet was really fun. i had creams all over my poor face and chocolate all over my hands, shoulder and even INSIDE my bra!. credit goes to ms annie tan of course. every time we have a gathering everyone get closer again. there's too many things to say about this wonderful birthday i had together with all my friends and my family. hereby, i thank all you people for coming and forgive me if i was a bad host. ann:huge erotically obscence card you made. but haha. thanks ((: maine: oh mum was trying to steal my bag. haha. i like it alot. lene: YODA!!!! yours really came to good use. hahaha. i love it. and you know my size just like know yours :P changda: you helped alot alot. thank you love. wenqi& sokling: wah. i didn't know a webcam can get that clear i have to be more careful the next time round when i pick my nose ((: and i love the A&F tee. wooo. my fav. -bows- thank you bro. jinyong:not only you know how to eat but you know how to bbq real nice food. eating is good for you now. hahaha. thanks for the cake ((: kappo: i love sun flowers ((: and i definately love yours. thank you . kang: heee. tao yan. thanks for bringing so much fun and your present too ((: kiat and ong: thanks, the bag was lovely. xingda: lovely and luscious cheesecake. looks like so far i'm the only fortunate one that has a cheese cake for birthday. thank you. miss nana & francis: i love the top and the bible. have long for one since young really. ((: others: thanks for coming and i'm really grateful for all your presence. lastly, i love mum. and ok la. dad too. :D

2006-04-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

count down? no more counting down la! it's bearly 8 hours from now. time now is 1:29:40 am. execution is at 9. every minute that passes now, i'm a step closer to grave. -weak knees- but i'm on the bed now so i won't fall.. ha. brain not functioning properly. pardon me. i'll prolly end up with the fate of retaking again and paying another $100 hopefully my home's bitch(koko) which shat on my bed just now brings me some ultimate luck for the next coming two days. ha. i' m was fuc*ing pissed. bitch! today , fought battle for 7 hours with an one 1/2 hour of dinner break at northpoint with jus, aqila, jj and john when the others still have the mood to play arcade. -bows- but they are the strongest link in class what to do. -deep sigh- having morning breakfast with the girls tomorrow and have to travel all the way to redhill for execution. hopefully i don't miss out anything and the mrt better be in good operation. then after the 3 hours of struggling finally! i'm meeting lene to study for ABC paper. ha. that one. chicken feet. ( erhumph!) ha. cannot be too cocky. ok. just have to be careful -grin- ok. got to go. -sobs. night to all. good luck to the poor little me and to all the de vine LCCI students.((: my men luck do bless your lil one, that's me. ((:

2006-04-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

hoho my long awaiting havaianas braziliano praia beatles is in town -jumps. now my whitey can take a rest. hopefully there's stock this time. been watching KO one this few days, fahrenheit's members are really funny and charming. only 2 more days to my doom day. and 6 more days when i will offically turn 18. but anyhow i care and fear more for that scary exam tt is only 2 days away...=S and still felt i didn't do enough revision. so disheartening.sigh.

2006-04-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

ok. please don't kill me. and forgive my lousy voice.but

ann's choreography is good ((:

2006-04-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

SEVEN days to EXAMs...!!!! s.e.v.e.n.7! -pulling out my hair- ahhhhh~ so helpless. oh goshes.

2006-04-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

exhausting day. didn't have enough sleep and did extreme sports, alright it's extreme to me after such a long break. netball was more of a gathering than a game today. and it's special today. it's good to see the seniors and get to know the jr. even though i don't really remember their names and they look kind of alike to each other. same hairstyle,bags and accessories. ha. girls. but looks like there's a generation gap. quite lots of recollection when we sat down gossiping, how hard we trained even we didn't have a coach how the team went through thick and thin in the game as one with ms ng, the team spirit ,each effort one's put in to foster it and the private times in school when we will lunch together before every training n snack at the nearest 7 eleven after trainings. The times when we encourage and support each other's effort on court, the laughters during training and the messed up hair, smell tees, scrapped knees and sharing of tumbler and "traditional" and of course those dumb and juvenile issue that we fought over in the past and how the seniors hated us, but when everyone got back today. all repugnant and disagreement somehow subsided over the years. MDM ng. ha. a lil not used to it. a mum going to be. the way she talks about her baby and the connection she have with him brings lots of sweet motherly smile on her face which was something that i didn't get to see in my years in school. i felt the baby moving and pushing against her abdomen, i felt the little life inside her intrigues me to find out more about how it feels being connected to a life so closely. how great is maternal love. ((: god bless ms ng and lucus (if i'm not wrong) even before baby lucus can pop his head out he's already surrounded by girls. how fortunate. -laughs- i miss mum. hope she wil be back this coming week. my body is aching from top to my injured toe. have to get back to work again. au revoir.

2006-03-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

counting down to exam: ELEVEN DAYS!!!!!! oh goshes. it's 11 days away. -heart skipped for a sec- did a lil revision in the library this afternoon. aqilah and i will have quite a long lesson tomorrow. hopefully i can make it for dinner at kang's shop. it's gonna be a tough week i believe but celebration n release will soon be after exams. oh yes and i like my orange nano sillicon pouch from sharold. so sweet of her. charbor thank you uh.-laughs was talking to lene just a min ago and look what had this girl done tt driven away my anxiety for a min when she said this : as we wait from dawn to day, i know our love will find a way. leney says: XXX:ERICA! LAI MA LAI MA! ERICA: SELENE~!!!! SELENE: POK POK POK! GO AWAY! POK POK POK! . erica absolute bangs . says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh if you are wondering what it's about it's the lao ying catch xiao ji scenario. -laughs. and of course i'm the xiao ji. lene's the mo ji. rid.thank you , i felt happier this few days. thanks for doting on me so much. you know you are always my best ((: my 1% "men"luck n 99% moral support ((:-bows- Sometimes when you thought you care for her so much but when your least expect she actually cares more than you do.

2006-03-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

please click on image and ZOOM if you are shortsighted. thank you. ((: only members of "family" listed ppl have to come early. HAHA. maine ( how can i not have kuku lee with me?) ann (my top chef) lene ( live without ,miss yoda, how can i? ) changda (if you don't come cannot book in. HAHA) jinyong ( no fit one help me carry things i know you fit right ((:) the no excuse have to come: kappo ( if not next time don't share pillow with you) junhui jialiang ((: wenqi (assigned photographer. complimentary) kang (mr tao yan.-laughs-) kiat fei lin guowei jean min yee maurice chai wei chooooon ( bring waihsien ok -grins-) miss NANA.

2006-03-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

"it is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."ralph waldo emerson

2006-03-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

thanks for trying to make me realize the values and i know what exactly you were trying to carry. we were brought together by fate and bond works magically if only there is faith. lolipop days are over. whether did yours or mine turn out good or bad, there's always something worth treasuring and remembering. Be sad no more. Go do what you feel is right. To see you happy is a blessing to this friendship. And what i think is right is that all of you remain but just in a different individual way. feel it inside. just that sometimes silence is golden. Like said nothing is everlasting. But at least we have no regrets ((:

2006-03-23T01:58:00.002+08:00

today's lesson was a FULL FORCE one. from 3 to 1030 in town then back to francis house. justina, aqilah and i sneaked out for a short lunch cause our stomach were growling in the quiet room. had supper with aqilah after lessons and manage to dragged myself home. on the train, listening to my pottie, recalling the same music those moment but a very indifferent feeling for what i remembered. everything seems a blink away. love was the element that brought our world so close once yet it's also one of the reasons that brought us so far apart now. things are just strange, these feelings are still indescribable though it's only occasional thoughts of you. If we are running in opposite directions from the day we part but how can we not meet again if this Earth is round. -quizzical- but according to all our reasons we had made for each other. it's not gonna happen ((: Real joy comes not from ease of riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile. -W.T Grenfell

2006-03-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm what 've i been doing this few days... er.. lets see. i experienced riding the bike. my palms were seriously sweating for the many times but this time round it feels cold but after awhile i like the kick when they make turns. wooo... chilling fun. got my new toy not long ago. it's so small and slim you don't even notice it when it is left on my table that is full of stuff. gosh`y and dad still didn't notice it yet. ha. bet he's gonna make noise over it for sure. lucky i did not smashed my 510 for a stupid video for god sake. so i still get to buy some things but this evil yet so gorgeous hairdresser managed to convinced me to spend 36 bucks just for a short trim with no wash and blow. lol can imagine how cute he is and how good he smellsssssss... yeheh! sounds a lil off .. lol. went out during the weekends with maine and weihao. it's been a long time i have shopped for presents and seriously there's not much clothing i can get now but i really need to get a new pair of sandal before i really slip and fall during rainy days and a wallet before all my luck and coins slips all away. hmmm. i gotta do some online shopping soon and get my A&F stuff . they are just simply irresistable. gotta get up early for induction prog in school tomorrow. it's really gonna be a tough start of this week before week end can come again. alright. ciao and good night peeps. ((: small lil tips to deal with your boyfriend when they say this to you: " hey can you get in shape?" " stop asking me to get in shape ok. for your information being round is a shape too!" they just nv get enough of complaining about how are you growing side ways as time goes by. but they didn't know that they don't sound as cute like the first day you met them. so better save up those nasty comments boys -smirks-

2006-03-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

lessons are tiring now a days as though we are fighting battles. gosh. however, it isn't that bad still cause sharold and justina are really nice to be with and of course sitting with them pushes myself to do work faster and there's someone to guide me along the way. ((: so we manage to leave at 730 today finally. rushing home as my awaiting asam fish head is already served. -slurps. lunch and dinner are always good when mum is home. reading all those piles of papers is giving a headache. if i decide on everything he says no. when i let him decide what to get. he says i'm big enough to handle all these on my own. -roll eyes- ibook is really cool but only for FMS students. sigh. ibm and acer is bloody boring as well as info.tech. haha. lene should get an ibook so at least i don't have it but i get to admire hers -laughs- days are moving so slowly......exam's actually 25 days away i got the wrong info. so. 25 days to doom day. yes. good night all.

2006-03-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

counting down to examination: 26 Days oh gosh.. i'm only at my formats and some redo-ing of certain Qs to refresh my memory but not all yet. tomorrow is a weekend. should i go to the gym??? hmmm....or i should mug the juices out of my brains and leave working out secondary. i am heavily dependent on instantaneous food that only need less than 3 min to serve, maggi the great. what a great invention really. -salutes- everyone received their pack but i haven't got mine -worried- been listening to Karyn White-Superwoman, very nice tune, lyrics and vocal. woOts.... suddenly thought about how i used to love the piano since kindy days. i'm always switched to the auto mode to practice everyday. but one day i found that i lost confidence and i wasn't good enough and trying to drift away from it. And now, i have to be nag to practice and even i do, it's not practising anymore. It used to be something i'm passionate in but it has already become something i'm trying to avoid now. i'm glad that you, my friend picked up the guitar again. I'm happy for you that you are doing what you were doing again and in addition someone so dearly is with you walking through this journey. ((: so don't give up on what you are still passionate in you are the only obstacle you have to hurl. keep going man! ((: ha. but it's not a sad thing cause i prolly let my kid take up one of my those incomplete temporal keens. haha but no more temporalize.

2006-03-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

counting down to exam date: 29 days ( still got time.. haha. no la) got woke up by this call.. from NP. scare the freak out of me. dumb me actually slot the transferring form into some other boxes.-alamak- but lucky they called to re-confirm. so tired. mind is flooded with T a/cs, statements of cal, balance sheets and lotsa of formulae... awmygawd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there's no way i can concentrate at home. alright i have to chiong i don't wanna be left alone at home and they are fine dinning at Westin. noooooooo..... annie tan: make sure your half day you call me. will see u 2 weeks later. maine: it's good to see you these few days. lene: very busy hor this week heh heh. haha. ok lah. tell me a day next week. it's been a long time we eat curry noodles. -slurps. no one is useless on this Earth, it's how you make yourself worthwhile living cause we are a step closer to death every seconds in our life.

2006-03-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

2006-03-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

we are suppose to go gym at 1. but.... ms lee shi min is still sleeping... tsk tsk. but it's ok. cause i know she will call and feel guilty about it! HAHAHA. you die! but it's ok. you don't call, i'll be seeing you tomorrow anyways. heh heh. a new chapter is starting soon. sis will be leaving tomorrow night and prolly be back in 3 years time. -counting- HUH! that's when i'm 21. hopefully she will return with a very cute newphew or niece for me. everything seems like a blink away. so 3 years is actually very fast. :S i have the bed all to myself but there won't be any more loud laughter in the middle of the night, weekend breakfast and someone at home to rant about things to. i'm quite excited about school though the course didn't really convince me well enough. but i'm still excited. haha. hope everything will be fine or maybe i'm just thinking too much . oh well! hardcore revision will start tomorrow. exam is only 3 weeks away. ohmygawd.

2006-02-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

i'm back again. weekend was good and lots of food and i'm seriously putting on lots of weight. arhhhh.... got so many mosquito bites. it's itching all over my legs. shit. can't bear the itch. oh god.... how the hell can i ease the itch. it's starting to bleed.. oh gross shit i know... i just can't stand it.mum said it's because i'm too meaty that's why. -roll eyes- she had this new hair style that i think really suits her perfectly. she should have style her hair that way long ago.

2006-02-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering why are we brought to this world with so much sufferings and so little happiness. cause most of the time we hear people ranting about things around them, their life, their job, families and friends etc. but why some people have lesser things to rant about and some people just suffer in pain silently. talking about suffering in pain silently. they are none others but our own great parents. people might have much grievance and grumbles about their parents just like i do sometimes. especially when they don't get you things we yearn for or they just nagged at us for some stupid reason we think. we flare up, start shouting , yelling and throwing tantrums. At times, when we are not at our right state of mind, cut to the quick and injurious words starts blabbering out from our mouths and actually they don't even weigh a feather to us but weigh a hundred tons ( ha. no sure if there's a hundred tons) to them and they just suffer silently don't they? They give you the best which you think is still not what best stands for or rather they TRY to give you the best. They took up the resposibilities to bring you to this Earth. Work hard to be able to give you a roof above you and work even harder to allow you to get your needs. I should say, or if you think it's only my assumptions, but i do think that humans are selfish. Most things they do are normally for themselve aint it? lets say you are working will you work just for the money for your friends? girl/boy friends? TRY HARD to provide them with things they want instead of yourself, like how our parents work and worry for us. Maybe for once and twice but can you for ALL YOUR LIFE for OTHERS? come to think of it other than ourselves, any one elses are regard as others right? so why does our parents do everything or even give up their lives for some others, their children. We, the children, care more about ourselves am i right? we always think about ourselves first than others. even to our parents we felt this way too. They don't expect the least requite from us yet they are still giving, keep giving and we just kept taking. it's such a shame really. Does filial piety really exist? how much piety we should show to repay all their love, hardwork , worries and even the money they used to foster us. the answer is never enough. And are we doing the least we can to repay? question yourself. Not everyone is born with a silver spoon in their mouth. i'm not. but i used to spend like i do or i should say more than i can afford but i didn't know how hard my dad has to work and how my mum suffered just to least ensure my life remain square or make it even better. i wasted my days doing all those insipid and meaningless things. i wasn't doing my least for them. when mum was telling me about how disappointed she is with sis. i couldn't hold onto my tears. Though i couldn't feel the heartache in her cause i was never a mother of someone but i was another worry to her and it adds on to her heartache for not being sensible enough to do the rightful things a daughter should do at my age now. i end up crying in my mum's arms and both of us just cried. it beyond all words to show my gratitude and how grateful i feel towards my parents. i love you mum and dad.<3. your daughter, erica.

2006-02-23T11:26:00.000+08:00

finally had enough rest. but i guess it was more than enough. i got up feeling i was bout to throw out and start wobbly to the toilet when my version turned blur and all sorts of colourful broken up pieces started appearing, bee buzzing noise in my ears, i squatted for awhile on the floor and took a rest on the sofa . i got cold sweat all over my palms, forehead and arms. after regaining much conscious i saw my face was as white like a sheet of paper. scare the freak out of me. that's probably the fairest moment i am in the whole 18 years of my life. -laughs. ok. but it was quite scary. stayed home the whole day. finally have the time to talk to mummy. everytime she comes back we always have alot to talk about. after dinner we went down for a little walk. mum and i bought the same clothes. i made her wear tight fitting orange polo and indeed she look great in it. i bought myself some too and we got the same bottom .we spent 180 just in the neighbourhood. haha. and mine cost me about a whole week's allowance but anyhow i'm happy with it. mum offered to pay for me but i refused over some reasons la. i'm meeting lene to study today. today's is nehneh's off day you see. hoho. there' quite alot to write actually but due to i have punctuality problem i gotta go now. be back to update more soon. have a nice day ppl. ciao ((:

2006-02-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh i'm super exhausted now. and why am i still here? ha. ulimate reason:RANT la. then? what more? insanity. oh golly, now i understand how working and studying needs good planning. if not you will end up like me now all stressed up, getting up early in the morning, dragging myself to work and off straight to class. it isn't that bad taking up part time jobs while studying but it's bad when you are working in the morning and having classes at night! you simply just can't stay focus and pay full attention cause all the hard task during work and energy burning work+travelling really kills you. but i know after this week everything will be much more managable. thank god. but it's still not friday. customer's service line really sucks BIG TIME. you get shit everyday and if for one day you are safe from nasty people, complaints, stupid Qs and sarcastism, you should really consider yourself very blessed by god. oh yea. -laughs. thought of just not turning up tomorrow cause i really need some sleep if not i will wither. my face will wither, my eye bags will wither and my brains will be cease but the greatest thought in mind is life isn't a bed of roses. how profound. haha. inspired? yah to hell. like most people working, shit always happen and you can never avoid them and why i'm still going on?it's prolly because working is never as simple and easy. Nevertheless, in the near future it's gonna be even harder. so i rather face the fact now than when i'm bout closer to a serious job = much more and serious shit. ((: thanks for the advise 'daddy' yang you really speak my dad's mind. hahaha alright. i'm going to bed now. selene: sorry that we have to postpone our trip but will make it next week . you must be thinking i'm outta my mind. lol. if they call you. go for it man. good pay/quite easy at times/short hours/relax- physically/ stressed up- mentally. and you have my name in your profile. so am i one of the strawberry or cheese cakes? haha.

2006-02-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

it was quite a shocking news and i knew you wasn't prepared for the teenie-weenie bit that had happened. but what ever it is you told me that you have grow to be stronger so don't brood over the past too much. i know i can't stop you from thinking about even a single detail of the past but at the end of the day you should be glad that all these had ended, you got over it and now you found your gem. i believe god is fair to people, and people like him will burn in hell. just love yourself better and be more on guard on somethings. ok? sentosa date is coming.. hoho. i'm so excited . i read this mail the other day. somehow realised i once did the same mistake too. i wonder off looking for a field to know what's a padi when i found one i thought it was it but actually i mistaken it and i believe everyone experienced that too. -luffs. that's my unawared first "love". -smirk- then from others hand i found out what's a padi like, i got myself one. but it was for the sake of having one . so in the end it wasn't meant to be mine i let it go. then one day, my least expected one came. we were off living a very sweet and happy life , infuatated and possessive. when things got over the border, problems started pouring in. emotions got uncontrollable. i wasn't skilled enough to take care of it, it withered. i wither too. haha. then when i got to master it better i found one though it wasn't my biggest padi but would be my medium sized corn. over some ridicule reasons, i decided to move on. as i kept walking i realised there's nothing more infront of me. i wasn't suppose to turn back so i just have to keep walking........... some people can spend their whole life looking for one padi. some ppl go around picking up many padi but ended up without any. when they realised it,the sweetest and biggest one had passed. the medium yet not as sweet one was given away and the next moment you found out that the field had left with nothing. great. -claps- so what? wait for miracles to happen la. (: i'm so glad for my bestfriend that she has gotten over it and found her one. so be blissed n blessed that you got it ok. ((: he's the rotten one. let him rot and you shall live your life with more colourful butterflies, gaiety flowers, dazzling sunshine and sweet strawberries. (you must be wondering why all this. cause this what a wonderful life can be for miss cheenehneh) wanna bet?. -luffs. just wanna say love you bestfriend :D

2006-02-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

extra lil` treat the remaining single souls of freedom. -laughs.

2006-02-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

had a great day today buying quite lots of nonsense actually. as usual i have punctuality problem for meetings. i'm sorry ((: first stop was tampinese mall we took this "retardly" slow bus, it took damn long to reach. i kept having weak knees today. tampinese seriously hasn't got much that interest us. we just walked around and for all i knew we only went into isetan, the body shop and the toilet then we headed straight to town. weird thing about ppl on the train today. they like to squeeze into the corner standing space where we were. they just love to have a lil share of ours. weird. i'm crowned the flower lady today. i bought alots of flowers for myself. lol. for nuts i know. just to make myself more wanted this valentines' CAN! they were just too irresistable.. got myself : 4 masks (lol i don't knw why too) flowers blush! = SDG65 sick it's mon again. god... alright. good night to all :D and thanks to lene for the accompany today. i want a big white lily next((: -grin-

2006-02-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

okay this is what dumb lovers do :P acutally, it was rather cute i should say. just wanna share this cute lil thing and show how this pair shares the same interest in the art of messing up food after eating. TSK! practically they ALWAYS do this. heh heh ((: -LAUGHS this lil entry here is dedicated to these silly yet happy couple. my bestfriend miss yoda cheenehneh. sounds good. i know she's gonna scream at me if she see this. but who cares. -laughs @copyright of selene&ilhammi

2006-02-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

what a great disappointment. sigh. all the hard work didn't really pay off. so. what to do. wailed and cried over it. don't know to be disappointed or happy. the least expected really happen. lol. for both subjects. so! the only thing i can do now is to put my hands together and pray hard that i get into my choices. oh well! everyone should really catch "i'm not stupid too" it's a super funny, inspiring and touching production. jack neo's really rock the whole threatre. there were too many "sniffs" and blowing of noses even from guys and of course i'm one of them la. i cried like a fool cause it was really touching. other than tatanic i think there isn't any other movie had swept me off this way. just uncontrollable OK! my eyes hurts so much at night due to bursting too much of tears glence. -luffs. alright. to those who did well, good for you ((: and those not so good, like me. well well, may the force be with you. yes ((: just feeling a little insatisfied.

2006-02-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

it's less than 24hours away. hopefully the post will come in the morning. good luck to all and hopefully good news are on their way ((:

2006-02-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling super tired.. didn't have a good sleep after i came back from msia and the accounting part in class is really draining my brain juices out. -ewww.- had dinner with aqila after lesson. a very nice person and somehow the girls in class are more talkative now, thank goodness. i've been doing Qs and Qs. chew and chew my sweets all the way, throwing the wrappers all over my table and my runny nose is leaking like a tap since yesterday night. anyways, this blog layout things took me the whole afternoon and my retarded computer auto shut down thrice and now all the codes and hexs are running in my brain. another day more to go. bet tomorrow 'l be as hard and tiring too. accounts is driving me nuts and there will be more to be busy with for the up coming weeks. results, selina n i going for DAE,more chiong of worksheets and examination Qs, spring tests, lessons and longer lessons. ohmygoodnessholymollyshit. EXAM IS ONLY 2 MONTHS away. do i have to go through this shit before my birthday arrive. there's always a prize to pay for. i'm going to get my shower and continue reading my notes :( night. that is GOOD SHIT. MUST WATCH. enjoy ppl((: i just thought of chai when i heard this. maybe it's because he bleeds just to know he's alive. haha. ok. just kidding k ass. bet he will coming haunting me down if he sees this. anyways, this music clip rock my socks . WORD!

by miss selene ong

2006-02-07T13:38:00.000+08:00

by miss selene ong. i'm loving it.

2006-02-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

at aunty xanthe's house (reunion dinner I)

home. (reunion dinner II)

new year's day 1- morning

new year's day2- afternoonCNY was great this year. 2 reunion dinners. first day of new year there was lots of babies the quadruplet, lil carmen and her new born baby sister, charmaine and my closest cousin's baby chloe. they were super adorable and playful. the whole house was filled with children's screaming, crying and shouting. oh there's so many to say about this CNY but i guess i will let the pictures tell the story. ((:

2006-01-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

let's usher in the new year, the year of the dog. model: koko. oh. chinese new year EVE. hmmm. before the actual day arrive i already had 2 days of sumptuous meal. i can see i'm growing side ways. there's a little change of plan for CNY this year. reunion dinner PART I was at aunty xanthe's house. we had steamboat and sharkfin. today reunion dinner PART II was at home. we had 8 course meal and our family traditional must have dish. sweet sour pork!. pictures will be up soon. have a nice and prosperous new year. GONG XI FA CAI to all. ciao

2006-01-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

oh shit oh shit. i'm having test today..... argh!!! accounts is sucking my blood. i really suck at it. it's a hard week to pass and today's the last day of my hardship before the long week holiday. -screams-...... SELENE ONG: I WANT THE ORANGE ONE!!!!!!! and i want -grin- hahahaha. see you!

2006-01-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

i love my chanel coco mademoiselle. thanks sis! muacks.

2006-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

awww man.. i thought 100 dollars was just enough for this year's CNY. but i didn't know where all the money came out from that made me spend about 200 dollars this year!!!. hmm hmm.. everywhere in town was packed with people the last week end. but i got myself quite lots of things with this $200 3 tees a beach singlet a jacket a silk skirt a sunglass a bday gift for mum but wait i haven't get myself a new pair of shoes. shit. my lil miss whity is really too old for new year. -luffs. but another pair will just fall in nicely below 250. it's much better than previous years when i'm splashing all my money on branded clothes. ha.. nono not any more now. but now. can't make up my mind on buying which colour for my next havainas. green& white or orange &blue? suggestions? it will do great help. really.

2006-01-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

tonight MIGHT be some night that i didnt expect this night will come. ha.did i confuse you? it's ok. when i thought i lost something. no things i would say but thankfully the words ruiqing said made me felt better that i wasn't just standing alone in the world, on this Earth. i am grateful that i had someone tt is more than just a friend i knew years back . it's just like no one knows what happen tomorrow. mayb we will be gone like how this happen today. like i didn't know i would ever feel this way. when you thought friendship comes stronger than any other relationship after kins of course or maybe on the same gauge but now, the special ones i thought would last eternally stops here. the lost of connection, faith, bonds and identities. had prolly made me lost a friend or rather a pair of them. it maybe just a pitshop in this run and after all, things may still continue but things do change a lil. it's still sad for such things to happen. i hope there won't be more to go. to selene, maurice, qing and jialiang. thanks for advising and sometimes trying to make situations seems better. chai and lene we should meet up soon tgt ((: qing. i felt i should say sorry though i was my decision for letting go. but i still have to apologise that that has caused a distance in our friendship. i don't know when will this go away but i hope it does somehow. and finally for mr shawn wan jialiang(in full) a million thanks for being everything in this world when i'm going through all kinds of things all this while ((: annie and charmaine. all the best to both your lives. may god bless both you and your families. i'm thankful that we are still talking that's all. anyways, i'm still one call away. 8 nos away. ((: ciao.

2006-01-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

been talking to hannah this whole afternoon. really glad that she has open up more to ppl around. when i used to worry about will she be able to adapt the new life in a new environment. but haha guess i worried too much. it's good that i talked to her and somethings she said awaken me. prolly that will bring much more things to my life. someone like me, tt didn't start early thinking bout what i have to do with my life and nv had goals and thoughts of how to work towards them fell really hard. which proved that i learnt lessons the god damn hard way. it's late but better than never and be daring to admit to what you fails at and show that you climb up all over again from where you fell. hannah: nv look back look forward. and come to think of this sentence. it somehow proves alot that looking back demoralise people and tend to devastate ppl's confidence. so i shall keep up the faith and just hope everything will go well this coming years. all these only started when i had my lessons with francis a year back and his words made me realise making plans and working hard towards it made everyday's life better than before . having a right principle and attitude, discipline oneself to achieve something in life. growing up really takes up alot of courage but it's a fact that everyone have to face and now it's only the start of my/our journey. wish everyone around me luck -winks. right gotta go revise my work. ((:

the resound.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OOMPY <3

ISLAND LIFE.

i enjoyed my picnic. yeaheh!! thanks oompy.!!

i enjoyed my picnic. yeaheh!! thanks oompy.!!

thanks bi for preparing sandwiches ((:

thanks bi for preparing sandwiches ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYBUN ((:

OH YEA!! PAPERS ARE OVER

STUDY WEEK;holiday!!!!

BYE BYE IAC

I CURSE YOU FOR HURTING MY MUM. & HOPE YOU WILL BE BURN IN HELL FOR SUCH SINS.

happy birthday boys.

i've been soooooo MOLLYCODDLE-D

CLASS POO POOL DAY

MY BEAUTIFUL DAY

CLASS CHALET

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO MISS HAZEL and MISTER MENG DA

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN MS KUKU united.

let's celebrate

The Memoir of the Lazybone.

BEEE-ZEEEE.

by miss selene ong

The Memoir of
the Lazybone.